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I'm such a stupid idiot sometimes.
I kill myself tonight
In a way noone can describe
I don't do it on purpose
But stupidity was on his side
The pain is getting stronger
As I see the blood in my hands
My stupidity has gotten the better of me
The pain is weighing
The water is falling from my eyes
And I can no longer take it
Instead of dying slowly
I ripe my heart out and he takes it
"I don't need it!"
I say as I fall to the ground
Searching for feeling
There's none to be found
I killed myself tonight
But I don't remember the pain
I am dead on the inside
I don't even know my name
My feeling has left me
No more tears to fall
My life is over
Once and for all
Now I restart.
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I’d be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing’s true and nothing’s right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can’t change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It’s try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care
When I’m throwing punches in the air
When I’m broken down and I can’t stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
I kill myself tonight
In a way noone can describe
I don't do it on purpose
But stupidity was on his side
The pain is getting stronger
As I see the blood in my hands
My stupidity has gotten the better of me
The pain is weighing
The water is falling from my eyes
And I can no longer take it
Instead of dying slowly
I ripe my heart out and he takes it
"I don't need it!"
I say as I fall to the ground
Searching for feeling
There's none to be found
I killed myself tonight
But I don't remember the pain
I am dead on the inside
I don't even know my name
My feeling has left me
No more tears to fall
My life is over
Once and for all
Now I restart.
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I’d be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing’s true and nothing’s right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can’t change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It’s try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care
When I’m throwing punches in the air
When I’m broken down and I can’t stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave