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Well, I will be coming back this term for sure, however, it's at the cost of more resentment towards my parents. They refused to cosign on my loan, note they still aren't paying, unless I quit smoking, essentially threatening me with my future if I don't quit one thing I enjoy doing. It's not the quiting part that bothered me so much, I'm not really hooked and could care less, but why the fuck do they have to use fucking threats all the time? I sick of this shit, they're not parents, I don't have a real relationship with them, they're no more than controlling gaurdians. Next year I'll be at home working, and I'm reverting to plan B that I made way back in about my sophomore year of High School. Get my license back, buy a car, and move out. After that I don't know if I'll make it back to college, but I'll look for a new job and probably start EMS training or something, work in an ambulance, that way I'll make good money and do something that I can respect. The factory is decent money, but I'm just adding to the Capatalist bull-shit that I hate in this country, for example, making parts for $1500 office chairs. Anywho, I'm done ranting.
Tomorrow should be good, I'm going down to Skelletones to watch a few bands for their New Years Eve party, then I'm going to an after party with a friend. Hopefully I can get my mind off of things for another night, it's been a while since I've drank or smoked anything so it should be alright.
Ok, I'm done. Goodnight
Tomorrow should be good, I'm going down to Skelletones to watch a few bands for their New Years Eve party, then I'm going to an after party with a friend. Hopefully I can get my mind off of things for another night, it's been a while since I've drank or smoked anything so it should be alright.
Ok, I'm done. Goodnight