Jun 22, 2006 21:21
I'm sitting here at Beaners because I thought that my apartment was too distracting...ok well i guess i'm just really distracted today because this is not much better and to make matters worse, my marketing prof just sent an email extending the deadline of the case study to Sunday....that's two more days. Is he crazy? does he not know that I'm just going to put it off even longer and that I have another paper due then. Time management is a bitch. Let me tell you, though i'm sure you know.
Ok so it's not a laundrymat, but it's close and it may get the job done all the same..if you are lost, just think of the movie "40 days and 40 nights". lol
One reason I had to leave my apartment was because I was making music...literally. I was playing with the audio production crap that I have on this computer and I made a 2 min long beat. If you wanna hear it some time let me know. It may not be your kinda groove but I like arabian funk.
So there is a funny story behind this, but apparently I haven't been dating someone for a long time now...the way people go about doing things is sometimes so screwed up that you spend most of you living life confused. It's ok though, it just means I can go about doing what I've been doing with even less of a worry.
Our big backyard party is next weekend. It's a Jimmy Buffett themed event. It should be good times and I hope for less drama than the previous years because I'm sick of having to babysit everybody and make sure that our house doesn't explode. Plus I'm 21 this time and so I don't have to worry when the cops come to check us out (like the usually do).
This sounds so silly but it really does bother me that i am so out of my element here. If I were in Finland or any other European country for that matter I would be in cafes all of the time or out and about but for some reason it takes a great push for me to do that here. I don't really know why that is, but it pisses me off. To be pissed at yourself is quite a feat, but I managed to accomplish it.
Like I said, I'm at Beaners and I think I just saw someone I fooled around with a few months ago.....oh geez, I hope he doesn't talk to me since I really don't want to explain why I blocked him from AIM. Trust me when I say it had to be done.