LiFe AnD A wHoLe LoT mOrE.......

Jul 18, 2007 21:18


BoYfRiEnD

Everyone always says you cant help who you fall in love with, but can you help who you fall in love with? Im not really sure but my story will oneday answer this often asked question...i hope.

I fell in love for the first time on October 28,2006 with an amazing guy who thinks the world of me and that i love more than my next breath.the only problem is ...hes black and my family dont except it and wont ever except him as more than just a friend to me.i think about this everyday and here latley its been more often.it brings tears to my eye to even think about not being with him. We have been through so much just to be together and we have almost mad it a year.

Well when i moved i met him in middle school and we have been friends ever sence so its been about 5 or six years sence i just graduated.

Everyone has there faults (BoYfRiEnD cont.)

Noboys perfect and i understand that but he dose things that really piss me off...as much as i love him he really makes me mad. Sometime i wonder if its worth the trouble but usually i think he is.he dose things such as: not call when hes says he will bc he fell asleep or just forgot to call b4 he left.(not eveytime)
takes place in things i do not support..leave it at that!
when i guy makes me mad or make me feel like hes not worth going throgh trouble to be with it make me look for someone who is or who wont be trouble at all.  I get bored with a guy real quick and i dont mean to but i guess going the same thing everyday just gets old and new is always good for a while until its all the same again and starting over sounds better.....I love my bf dont get me wrong but life is difficult sometimes  to be with him  but he is my heart and if we didnt do things to make eachother mad or upset we'd get bored even faster but fighting gets old too.so its like a loose loose situation and you seem to run out of options after a while.

FaMiLy

Me and my mom have gotten into it a few times about my bf ...who she thinks im not with..sssshhhhh:) I am majorly confused about my life at this momont also bc my family is trying to get me to date another guy that i grew up with and its difficult even thinking about it. My grandmother claims that she crys all the time about me, wondering if i still see him and  only dose it bc she cares about me but i cant help but love him!!!1

tHe OtHeR gUy (family guy)

the gut they aparently with is a 21 or 22 year old  guy that i grew up with and my family went (goes) to church with. Hes not bad looking but he is def. not my bf or can he live up to the expectations of him.As i sit here and think about what to type about another guy..its hard to do..very hard. I love my boyfrind with all my heart but i want him and my family both!!! What the heck should i do????

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