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okay so i dont know exactly why this week is going by so damn slow, but it is..and well it's killing me!! Ugh 2 Days..that's all i've got left not inlcuding the 2 half days, which i wont have to go because i'm good like that haha Christmas break should be a fun and relaxing time for me.. seeing as how hopefully i will get to see my baby boy or at least hope that i get to see him. It'd be amazing if i got to spend it all with him, but if i at least got to see him and talk to him..that'd make me happy too.
Damn.. i cant believe that 2006 is almost completely gone...time has flown, and if i had to do it all over again, i wouldnt.. there's nothing in my past that i regret, well except for one thing yet we wont adventure down that road because honestly it's not important anymore and it never will be.
When i think about it... i'm so thankful for the family that i have and for the ones who love me. Mom had me when she was 14, my father left when i was born... my only father figure was my grandfather and uncle.. which i both love them more than anything in this world and wouldnt have it any other way.. my grandparents raised me like i was their own daughter... if it wouldnt have been for them i dont think that i would be where i am today. yeah i know i put them through hell, and some how we all still over came it all and i'm finally a senior in high school.
If you were to ask me where i see myself in 5 years -- it would have to be me graduating college becoming a successful person and having my uncle walk me down the aisle to be married to someone who i love and cherish the most in life.. who that person will be .. god only knows i dont hold the future but i know who i'd like it to be.
10 years from now -- i really dont know.. i could see me having at least one child and being very happy with my husband other than that i couldnt really tell you.
anyways enough of an update for now haha
Damn.. i cant believe that 2006 is almost completely gone...time has flown, and if i had to do it all over again, i wouldnt.. there's nothing in my past that i regret, well except for one thing yet we wont adventure down that road because honestly it's not important anymore and it never will be.
When i think about it... i'm so thankful for the family that i have and for the ones who love me. Mom had me when she was 14, my father left when i was born... my only father figure was my grandfather and uncle.. which i both love them more than anything in this world and wouldnt have it any other way.. my grandparents raised me like i was their own daughter... if it wouldnt have been for them i dont think that i would be where i am today. yeah i know i put them through hell, and some how we all still over came it all and i'm finally a senior in high school.
If you were to ask me where i see myself in 5 years -- it would have to be me graduating college becoming a successful person and having my uncle walk me down the aisle to be married to someone who i love and cherish the most in life.. who that person will be .. god only knows i dont hold the future but i know who i'd like it to be.
10 years from now -- i really dont know.. i could see me having at least one child and being very happy with my husband other than that i couldnt really tell you.
anyways enough of an update for now haha