Oct 30, 2006 02:58
okay it's 3 am ... i'm awake and dont know why which sucks because i am used to being asleep and dreaming peacefully, but it aint happenin right now. i wake up at weird hours of the nite, or if i'm too hot and/or too cold... i did get too hot so i decided to wake up & i'm fully awake...i'd rather be sound asleep and not moving.
Now i'll end up falling asleep 2 hours b4 i have to eventually wake up...i'm gonna be so dead tired it wont be funny.
after i woke up i started talkin to my baby, so that pretty much has kept me up for the time being..
i love him so much, he is so amazing and i definately wouldnt change the way things are between me and him for nothing! and if *ANYONE* even tries to break us up... i'll seriously kill them! I'm not a nice person when i'm pissed off, so dont even think about fucking with me and my man, cause i'd end up killing someone... people think i joke when i say that but if u wanna try me then go right ahead because you wont be coming back for more.
anyways ima get off here and go back to bed...watch some tv for bout 3 more hours then actually fall asleep.
I Love You & Miss You Dustin!