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Most of the time I feel defeated by this place. The stress of my location has officially taken it's toll on my education. I will not lose. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to go through. Growing up is horrible, but incidentally everyday feels like the first day of preschool. Money scares me, I have none. I feel like Charlie Brown most of the time.

I will not fail and if I do I'll get back up. Eventually, right?