Hello ! (:
Part 2 is here. lol.
Actually this is the real fic i'm writing. but half way through, i just cant get Kyuhyun's song out of my head. ==" thats why i write a short fic first, then, this one. ^^
Oh, and i tried my best to combine the previous fic with this one, as you can see, i didnt actually plan on writing that short fic. (:
I dont know, i'm good at intro, but bad at endings. *bows apologetically*
Whatever it is, hope you guys enjoy this nee ~
There’s a man wandering the cold street on December night, his boots were the only sounds as there was no one in sight. He walked straight ahead and turned left towards a nearby pub. It was a full house that night as it was a Friday night and he took his usual seat by the counter.
“The usual?” asked the bartender.
He just nods. As he was waiting for his beer, he turned his seat and looked at the crowds. He saw a lot of people, different kinds of people but coming to the same place just to have a fun night dancing and getting drunk. He usually goes and pick up random girls but tonight he’s into getting drunk, not wanting anything else really.
“Here you go Ryo. Anything else?” asked the bartender to Ryo.
“That’s all,” said Ryo turning to face the bartender. For now, he thought.
Couple of drinks later, Ryo was drunk. He didn’t even notice that there’s a person next to him. He didn’t even bother. He didn’t even know how much he’d been drinking. A lot of girls been flirting with him that night, but he refused. Every year, on this day, he will get drunk until he couldn’t get on his feet and getting sick the next morning.
He just wants this day to get over with. It’s just too painful to remember, for the past 3 years he just couldn’t stand this day. It felt like it was yesterday, the only person that he loved leave him.
There’s Yamapi, at the door. He’s not looking back, Ryo wondered why. Ryo scream Yamapi’s name, but he’s not facing him. The louder Ryo shout, the further Yamapi gets. Ryo tried screaming, running, reaching him with his hand, but nothing.
“YAMAPI!!”
Ryo wake up and stood up straight. He’s sweating really hard, and his head is throbbing in pain. His vision is blurry from the alcohol the other night. He can’t remember well, but it’s that dream again he thought. He sighs.
Then, Ryo notice, he’s in his room. He looked around slowly not wanting to hurt his head much. Usually, when he’s too drunk, the bartender will bring him to the guest room. Ryo move slowly to the bedside and tried to stand up. He took his time, as his body can’t react the way he wants it. He walked outside his room and no one was there.
Disappointed, he walks to the kitchen to have a glass of water. As he pours a glass, he saw a note on the fridge.
MEET ME AT ROSES CAFÉ - 7PM
Confused, Ryo took the note. There’s no signature, flip it over and still none. He wondered who it’s from. He looked at the clock, its 2pm. He still have time, maybe he should go back to bed to calm his head. But decided to take a shower. When he was about to go and take a shower, the door bell rang. When Ryo went to opened it, there’s a guy with a box.
“Are you Nishikido-san?”
“Yes,” Ryo replied confused.
“This is sent for you. Please wear this for tonight,” He hands it to Ryo.
Without a word, Ryo took the parcel from the man. Thanked him and closed the door. He went to his living room, put the parcel down and open it. There, he sees a vest. He pick it up and tried it on, it fits him perfectly.
Later that evening, Ryo was one hour early. He was nervous. He’s not wearing the vest. He kept glancing at the door looking for someone yet he doesn’t know who it is. Couple of minutes passed, he went to the gents. He looks himself in the mirror, and sees himself looking rather awful. Sigh to himself, he walked out of the gents.
As he walked to his table, someone’s already there. His back is facing him, so Ryo can’t see who it is. Confused, he thought it’s some random girls at the pub, but it’s a guy. Taking a deep breath, Ryo walked towards him and sit opposite him.
“Hello Ryo-chan,”
As Ryo sat, he’s surprised to hear that voice. He froze in his seat, not looking at him yet, he lifts his head slowly and he was facing Yamapi. There he is, right in front of him. After 3 years, he never thought he will meet him again.
“Why aren’t you wearing the vest I gave you? I thought you’ll love it,” Yamapi saying it casually.
Ryo didn’t say a word. There’s a lot to say, but it won’t come out. After felt like ages looking at him, Ryo stood up to leave the café but Yamapi snatch Ryo’s hand and pull him on his lap.
“What are you doing? People are watching!” Ryo said while struggling with Yamapi to stand up again.
”I don’t care what others think anymore. I should’ve done this years ago Ryo-chan,”
Yamapi lean over to Ryo-chan and kiss him.
Tears flow slowly down Ryo’s cheek. Ryo didn’t move, he’s waiting so long for this, but he also want to punch him, scream at him, being angry at him. When they apart, Yamapi wipe the tears on Ryo’s cheek saying;
“I’m sorry. I know apologize won’t do, but I can explain,”
Ryo didn’t say a word, he’s listening.
“People kept saying I’m no good for you. We shouldn’t be together. Some even threat me to leave you. I stay with you at first, but then I hesitate. I didn’t know what to do, it’s like they got a point,”
“But, Yamapi, you know I love you always,”
“I didn’t know then. I thought you will leave me one day. That’s why I start dating regular girls,”
Ryo was silent. He stood up and sat in front of Yamapi.
“You said you were getting married,” Ryo whispered, but loud enough for Yamapi to hear it.
Yamapi was silent. He’s thinking of a great way of explained this.
“She knows I love you. A lot of people know actually. That’s why, she thought, the best way for me to avoid you was telling you I’m getting married. We were actually planning it, but not instantly. We take our time to know each other and stuff. But day after day, I couldn’t get you out of my mind,”
Ryo was smiling after hearing the last sentence. But he just couldnt think the right word to say to Yamapi.
“I know I shouldn’t be forgiven that easily. But from the bottom of my heart, I should’ve known earlier that you’ll be with me always,”
Ryo sighs and asked Yamapi;
“What about the girl than? You leave her?”
“She knows that it will not work out anyway. But she tried her best to win my heart. I just can’t. I like her, but not love,”
Ryo saw that Yamapi was sincere. He couldn’t blame this guy for everything.
“By the way Ryo-chan. Where were you after all this time? I just know about the pub yesterday when someone told me about it. Seeing you extremely drunk, knowing you didnt notice i sat beside you. I saw at your ID where you live, so i bring you back,”
“Here and there,”Ryo's short answer.
Ryo didn’t want to tell Yamapi about him being all around the place to forget about Yamapi.
Yamapi stand up and kneel beside Ryo, holding his hand and said;
“I promised you, nothing like this will ever happen again. I’ll be with you now and always. Don’t you worry,”
Yamapi lean to kiss Ryo’s forehead.
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