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. . . it's been a while since i've touched this universe.
i've been quiet in staying in my own recently. it isn't exactly lonely when your kin is so close by, but still the silence is. . . stifling at times.
of course, i haven't been exactly loud in my existence lately, either.
no matter what, i will be pulled from the dim lime light of it all and return home.
my father and mother are requesting that i leave my place at shodai permanently.
most of you are aware of my situation, some of you aren't. i don't care who you are. but expect my leave in two weeks.
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they want to put me in police custody.
Uchiha is unable to keep paying the family the money that they want[they aren't unable, they are just sick of doing it, i assume] to maintain secrecy. i am not the son to be defending, i suppose. my father also refuses to keep police at bay any longer. mother tells me that he is getting sick from it. i would prefer to translate it as, "i'm getting of sick it."
despite the fact i've refused to talk at all, they still know i killed him. the most they can give me is involuntary man slaughter. just as long as i make it look like it was a sparring incident.
but most of all,
i still don't feel like i want to leave. i know have nothing here besides one of blood, but. . . no. maybe that shouldn't matter. should i begin pushing him away again so that he can just hate me rather than be sad of my leaving? what is better. . . sadness or hatred.
i don't want to play the god that has to know.
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to be continued. . . . . ;D
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i've been quiet in staying in my own recently. it isn't exactly lonely when your kin is so close by, but still the silence is. . . stifling at times.
of course, i haven't been exactly loud in my existence lately, either.
no matter what, i will be pulled from the dim lime light of it all and return home.
my father and mother are requesting that i leave my place at shodai permanently.
most of you are aware of my situation, some of you aren't. i don't care who you are. but expect my leave in two weeks.
[private]
they want to put me in police custody.
Uchiha is unable to keep paying the family the money that they want[they aren't unable, they are just sick of doing it, i assume] to maintain secrecy. i am not the son to be defending, i suppose. my father also refuses to keep police at bay any longer. mother tells me that he is getting sick from it. i would prefer to translate it as, "i'm getting of sick it."
despite the fact i've refused to talk at all, they still know i killed him. the most they can give me is involuntary man slaughter. just as long as i make it look like it was a sparring incident.
but most of all,
i still don't feel like i want to leave. i know have nothing here besides one of blood, but. . . no. maybe that shouldn't matter. should i begin pushing him away again so that he can just hate me rather than be sad of my leaving? what is better. . . sadness or hatred.
i don't want to play the god that has to know.
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[ooc]
to be continued. . . . . ;D
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