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 Well... as I sit here on my last night at home for probably a very long time, I can't help but to think of all that has happened in the past few years. I have nothing that I'm really proud of... but I definately have a lot of things that I'm not proud of. Certain bad decisions of boyfriends... mistakes that I definately have done... things that I've said to certain people that I have hurt... things that I didn't say to some people letting them know how they ment to me but I never got the chance to... opportunities that I've missed out on because of my somewhat nieve self.  But, that is all behind me now and I can't do anything to change those things. Now I have the chance to be a some what better person trying to be something important. To the past boyfriends who you could have been the worst mistake in my life, I wish you well and hope that you all don't mess up in your life. To my friends who mean a bunch to me, I hope that we can keep in touch after I leave.

Here's a list of what I will most likely miss:
1. Computer
2. Movies
3. Music
4. Friends
5. My family
6. The game that I play
7. Phone
8. Actual food
9. Sleeping in
10.  Certain smells
11. Certain sounds
12. Getting hugged by my parents or my friends
13. Taking pictures of my friends and I
14. My room
15. Driving
and the list goes on.....

Hope to hear from my friends who do write me back. See you guys whenever.