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sometimes words just spill out of me and i feel like i am overflowing with everything all at once. i think i know the answers now. she was right. "you don't belong here." and at that moment it didn't really click much, but now i feel it. it's running through my veins rapidly because it holds so much truth. reality isn't for me, and the some of the only times that i have actually felt happy is when i'm completely beyond things that you could call "concrete." there is no such thing! i have found a place that is more open, imaginative, and desirous than this world and most of the people in it. and that is an amazing thing, that you cannot even begin to explain to one single person unless they are there with you.
to quote my favorite movie when he's about to get out of this place, "i guess i'll see you guys later.."