Oct 03, 2004 20:44
I am in such a bad mood right now it's not even funny. Well, I've been in a bad mood for like maybe the past eeerrr week... MAYBE, but tonight i've just had it. I'm trying so hard to study and trying so hard to keep my cool about stuff, but i'm really starting to fail at that. I was pretty upset when I woke up this morning about stuff.... just overwhelmed, but then as the day went by, I got in a better mood. I was fine up until like an hour ago. Now, I'm just reading stuff and not actually letting any of it sink in. I'm sorry, but 30 pages to study is WAY WAY too much. I even managed to get rid of some of the stuff on my study sheets, but it's still very overwhelming. I'm really not the type to stress over stuff... at least nothing relating to school, but this i can't help. If only they didn't just decide to pile everything on.......
I'm just really sick of being in such a bitchy mood. I hate that. I'm the person that's always acting stupid and stuff (in a fun kind of way)..... now i'm just blah. People say that these are the best times of your life... i'm not seeing that at all. What's so great about it??? I'd really like to know. If it's not one thing it's another anymore, seriously