Feb 02, 2006 14:29
My life has been speculated and impacted by alot of young girls. I was told today by one of my group attendants that through the years that she has known me, she has seen me develope. And that she loved me & that she is proud of me. It meant the world to me & it let me understand exactly why it is that I have to strive to live my life in an orderly fashion. I am an example. I can't fail anyone. Not a depressing thought at all... It's actually motivating. I'm actually held that much more accountable to the ways that I need to live now that I am even more aware of this task that has been called on me. I guess I've always "lead" my girls, but not in a authoritative manner. I've always lead through example, now it's time (when I am told I am ready...) to lead as a LEADER. I'm excited... Never a mountain to big for me to clib. Not anymore... now that I have munchines to lead. Having coffee with that one girlly who showed me love this weekend. Chat up a storm or something. It'll be crazy fun... enlightening even.
Last night we had .SEX talk in ROOTS. It was really great... I'm still processing the thoughts. I'll get back to you.
Hung out with Big T... Yeah. He definatly hearts me. But yeah... I don't want to heart anyone at all right now.
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♥C♥