im gonna be hiiiiiiigh as a kite
this weekend was absolutely AMAZING! this past week wasnt too bad either. on wednesday i was talking to mike online because he had off and we both had slept in. i was saying how i hated not having my car because i couldnt randomly show up and visit. so he said that he would come down and take me up to surprise kevin. so he came down to get me and in the mean time i made some banana bread, some to take with and some to leave for the boddorffs. we left here around six and headed to pep boys. we were almost there when kevin called and asked mike to bring him a pipe expander. so we went and got that and went to surprise kevin. mike dropped me off on the side of the building and i waited a few minutes so that he could make sure kevin was either out in the garage or at checking out mikes car. so i waited a few and went in and waited by the counter. fagan was working on his car in the first bay and one of his co-workers said that there was someone waiting for him, so he turned around and walked in and had the most surprised look on his face. it was awesome, he was so happy. so we went and ate and then headed home. on thursday fagan had work at noon and so i went along, because his mom doesnt like me in the house. so since it was really slow, it was bearable...i got to talk to all them while they were working. then we went to eat. we got back and he had to do tires, i got tired so i was going to take a nap. i went out to his car and moved a box of transmittion fluid into the trunk and then it turned into me cleaning fagans car. so after that i wasnt tired and i went back inside. by that time fagan was done tires and since it was really slow i could just talk to him unless he was helping someone. mike came and we all just stood around. fagan and i decided that we would roll the dutchie that i found in his car and hit up the city. we got home at like quarter of four and his mom was still up. although his sister wasnt home. so the next morning i looked out the window and kevins moms car was in the driveway, so i assumed she was home and i went to wake up kevin, because he was going to drive me home. so we get in the car and turn the key and the car just clicked. so i had to call in and get someone to cover for me. fagan called his mom to see if he could use her car and she didnt answer. by the time she called back we were eating breakfast and she told him that he could only use the car for local stuff, like taking me to the train and going to pep boys. after he hung up he realized that his mom had gone to florida and wouldnt be back until monday night at nine thirty, which would explain why she was up so late the night before and why the car was there. so he asked me if i wanted to stay for the weekend, because his mom was gone and so was his sister. of course i stayed. we went to pick up whittle and his fiance and whittle and fagan fixed his car. we drove to the beach and blazed. the water was freezing and it didnt help that it was night time. it was so nice to go home to an empty house. we took a relaxing bath and got really really high out on the balcony. we let mike out on the balcony and he jumped/fell off onto the deck and ran off and didnt come back until sunday morning. it was craziness. so on saturday we woke up at ten and fagan called out of work, we rolled over and fell back asleep until three. it was lovely, we woke and toked, and then took whittle his phone, cause he had left it in the car. he came back to the house with us and we ate and smoked some more. then we took whittle home and bought some dinner. mike came over cause he didnt want to have to drive all the way to his dads house and he didnt want to be home. so he came over and we watched a movie...but i cant remember what it was because i was so burnt out that i fell asleep during it. after the movie i was wide awake, so we smoked some more and went to bed fairly ealry, considering the night before we didnt go to sleep until six. mike left early to go pick up linda and go to warped tour(which by the way he had fun at). and we slept in until noon. we had imitation lucky charms for breakfast and sat around until fourish. then we went to the pep boys in edison to see if they had battery cables. they didnt...go figure. we called devine cause we wanted to go visit, but she didnt answer, so we went to see casey instead. we went to a diner for dinner and then went back to her house and swam. we sat around for a bit and talked too, shes getting ready to leave for california on friday to go to college...shes excited. then we drove home during a goreous heat storm. we sat on the balcony and smoked during the storm, then we went in and watched a movie, and we went to bed early. then we had to get up so we could go to our respective jobs. all in all this weekend was awesome. copious amounts of sex, weed, and alcohol make me happy. it was amazing to just be able to go home to an empty house that the two of us had to ourselves and not worry about what anyone thought. it was nice to take care of ourselves and do whatever we felt like. it was amazing to be able to be so relaxed...even if we hadnt smoked and drank i would have been so relaxed, becuase i was with the boy i absolutely love. it was amazing to actually be able to sleep i miss that. but now the weekend is over and i had to leave my little dream world. but it was amazing while it lasted and i hope to have that all the time someday...to be able to come home from work to the guy that i love and to be able to sit around and do absolutely nothing and be perfectly content that way. kevin i had the best weekend ive had in a very very very long time...thank you sooooooo much. i love you with all my heart and soul baby. you are amazing i absolutely adore you. thank you for having a lazy weekend with me. KEVIN FAGAN....IM COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY, HEAD OVER HEELS, IN LOVE WITH YOU!