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It's hard to describe... I was confused and then I had this moment of intense clarity that lasted for about 24 hours.... and then I was confused again. Only, I could call upon the clarity I had felt the night before and find some comfort in it. I guess some things won't ever completely change. I guess he and I won't ever be "just" friends. There is always going to be something extra between us. I'm okay with that, I've come to terms with the relationship and it was nice to be able to laugh about the past 6 years of shitty feelings. I saw his face drop when he realized how bad it had been for me and I knew he felt really terrible for it. I can't hold it against him that he was naive. I could never hate him, even though I have every reason to, when it comes to him there is not one ounce of me that hates or will hold the past over his head.
Meanwhile, Uzi & Ari asked me to crochet them a mascot!
I love three day weekends. Because the next four days will go by very quickly.
I don't like doritos anymore.
I'm still craving soda but will drink vitamin water instead.
I've lost a bit of weight.
The days are ticking away... I feel my insides squirming with impatience.
Meanwhile, Uzi & Ari asked me to crochet them a mascot!
I love three day weekends. Because the next four days will go by very quickly.
I don't like doritos anymore.
I'm still craving soda but will drink vitamin water instead.
I've lost a bit of weight.
The days are ticking away... I feel my insides squirming with impatience.