I'm learned
I have learned a few things in the past couple of days:
1. I drink to kill my problems and I'm getting quite good at it.
2. I suck at being cute and surprising. I tried to be spontaneous and make her day but I learned that just by being me I am unable to help. I can't make her happy with just showing up and being with her. So in the regards of being a happy maker, I suck.
3. My mood is based on the contact of other people. If I'm in a good mood and I encounter someone in a bad mood then my mood is bad for the rest of the day. The mood could last a long time and a bad mood is always predominant over a good mood.
I learned I suck!
1. I drink to kill my problems and I'm getting quite good at it.
2. I suck at being cute and surprising. I tried to be spontaneous and make her day but I learned that just by being me I am unable to help. I can't make her happy with just showing up and being with her. So in the regards of being a happy maker, I suck.
3. My mood is based on the contact of other people. If I'm in a good mood and I encounter someone in a bad mood then my mood is bad for the rest of the day. The mood could last a long time and a bad mood is always predominant over a good mood.
I learned I suck!