to days of inspiration
i am going to the georgia // georgia tech game tomorrow. i am so excited. it is my first georgia game. ah i can't even wait :) 21 days until i find out the rest of my life. it's funny how just a small piece of paper determines everything about my entire future. i made a list of 100 people i am grateful for. i bet you don't think you are on it. but you are. because even if we don't talk any more, or things just aren't the same, or you think i don't like you even though i'm really just afraid of you, you've still made me into who i am today. you were once apart of my life, and therefore still are, because you have left a mark and impression on the person i have become. and that is intended for more than one person. i miss kate. i don't mind being alone sometimes. yesterday was jarrett's first thanksgiving in heaven. and mr. david's. god i don't know how michelle boston gets through each day. i can't get la vie boheme out of my head. i love that athens has become my second home. i really hope sandra celebrated thanksgiving with her friends yesterday. "come on guys, all you have to do is say 'i am grateful' and then eat basically your whole life's worth in food." i wish i could get skinny. i finished "All Quiet on the Western Front" today. i wanted to cry and laugh and highlight my whole world all at one time. i am a little upset that kirstie told me the ending before i started it. who would have thought a war novel could be good? i can't wait to see my dad's face when he gets the text message bill for this month. here's to shoe sales and panera. to watching the sunset alone and listening to music. to cute boys and good hair days. to memorizing song lyrics and warm pajama pants. to long drives home and big earrings. oh and tala, i adore you.
goodnight to the stars :)