this is lame.
quick fill in? or something?
there's that feeling when you're reading a REALLY good book and you just can't put it down and you're coming to the end with only about 50 pages left and you don't want to stop reading because you want to know what happens but at the same time, you don't want to stop, because that would mean it's all over. i read a 400 page book in two days while i was at the lake house. it was SO good. im not even much of a reader. the characters are like still living with me and i still think about it like it's real. i'm, so retarded. ahh new favorite book. "The Pact".
what is it about fireworks that make us as humans so drawn to them? we were doing fireworks at the lake house and i don't know what it is but every one was watching them. from age 8 to age 70 no one could turn their gaze. we all know what's going to happen, they're all the same, yet we still stare with curiosity looking for something. you just can't stop watching.
i can't believe junior year is over. i'm going to write about it to myself and write about everything that happened this year and save it on my computer so i won't ever forget it or feel like i'm leaving the year behind.
i listened to that song yesterday for the first time in a while and i don't even know why i couldn't before but tara said it made her happy and that makes me feel good because it shows that she cares and she understands.
there's been so many dang picture posts. like every day. and i haven't been in a single one. i'm here i promise and i feel like im missing out.
i like amanda and i get to see her today at the pool.
my mom's gone health crazy and everything in this house is freakin vegan. i just had vegan chili. who does that?
hey tala.
and i like drawing with chalk on the new black road in front of tara's house and tracing me doing a cart wheel and tracing her looking BA and writing lyrics that have to do with summer.
my sister is coming to church with me tonight and i'm so excited. i'm so excited for her to be in highschool. i hope that maybe i can learn to tolerate her now or something. i've been waiting for her to be in highschool because i use her immaturity as my excuse as to why i am mean to her. i want her to finally grow up and be comfortable with herself.
and i'm going to the stone mountain laser show tomorrow.
i miss carly.
pool time with sandra. :)