Apr 21, 2008 00:19
There's a guy at school I have been eyeing for. This attraction I feel for him only started third term, when we got closer -- he was my classmate in one subject and we coordinated a lot for the debate their class organized.
I just can't figure him out! I mean, at one time, it would seem like the feeling may be mutual and otherwise the next. To find out what's what, I asked for his number and invited him as friend over ym. We exchanged text messages and chatted. I waited for him to confess whatever there is, but that did not happen. So I did the first move, I told him that I like him. I did mention this to him thrice I think. The first time, I got no reply at all. The second time, verbatim, he said, "Idol kita." Whew, and what does that suppose to mean? Since I did not get a clear reply at all, I sent him the message the third time, it reads, "I really like you and I hope that you understand what that really means... And I like you even more as I know you better... Kaw lang naman ang umiiwas..." "Sabi ko nga, idol kita eh, di ba?" was the only reply I got from him; well, what should I expect?
Then I asked him if we could go out sometime, he said yes and additionally, over text messaging, he told me that it is his pleasure. Now, the picture maybe a bit clearer for me, but not enough.
On the exact day I invited him out, he was sick (but looked perfectly well, and he actually went out and played ps with his friend). Then I was clueless again.
Yesterday, I sent him a text message yet again asking if by any chance, would it be possible that we can be more than friends. Guess what, I did not get any response. Nada. Zilch. ZzZzz.
Ano na nga ba???!!!
doubt,
confusion,
love