the days +1
had the flu all last week. stayed indoors sunday night-thursday afternoon. got better, took thomas back to school the following sunday. watched pink flamingoes with some peoples, most disgusting movie i've ever seen. there's a scene where a guy spreads his ass cheeks for the camera, and flexes his sphincter. this lasts for maybe five minutes. and at the end, the lead character eats fresh poop from a poodle...
drove back, took the long route, which gave me time to realize that i had pretty much stopped thinking entirely. it was kind of a cool feeling, but almost frustrating. i kept trying to visualize memories from my past, or even form complete sentences. and i just was incapable of doing it. apparently this kind of thing has no effect on your driving.
tomorrow is band practice again, for the first time in a couple of weeks. and the day after that, matt's having some meeting about a social group he and ryan thompson want to get together. i make fun of it a lot, but it doesn't sound like such a bad thing. it would be nice to be part of something again, even if it's just a hippie book club.
drove back, took the long route, which gave me time to realize that i had pretty much stopped thinking entirely. it was kind of a cool feeling, but almost frustrating. i kept trying to visualize memories from my past, or even form complete sentences. and i just was incapable of doing it. apparently this kind of thing has no effect on your driving.
tomorrow is band practice again, for the first time in a couple of weeks. and the day after that, matt's having some meeting about a social group he and ryan thompson want to get together. i make fun of it a lot, but it doesn't sound like such a bad thing. it would be nice to be part of something again, even if it's just a hippie book club.