Seven Eight Nine
I was vigorously shaking my head to try to take some cool fusion blurry shot.
It failed.
- I find it amusing how I always get emails from supposed Canadian Banks telling me they need my info & stuff to verify something. I know I'm a Canadian & all, (& a pseudo one at that) but c'mon, isn't the fraud a little too fake since.. I don't even have a bank account there.
- Something that has been bugging me: I find it really eerie that Friend and Fiend are only short of 1 alphabet, but their meanings lie at extreme ends. If you're being a douch & wondering why my ruminating thoughts seem so mediocre or retarded, then I'd really love to hear yours :) well, not really, but if you insist..
- I hope I do well in college --- For some reason, I have this innate feeling - or maybe just really early motivation - to begin carving out a good career for myself.
- I don't know why I numbered my points even though there are only 3. Well, 4 now. I think I numbered them in the first place because I was trying to make a deliberate attempt to have at least 10 points or something. But I guess I overestimated my ability to list out any pressing thoughts. They seem to just wanna stay in my head, y'know?
- It's so cold. There's a cold draft now, & I can hear the strong wind howling outside my window. Like pssshhhh fooooo foooo pshyfooooo - you're not actually making out those noises, are you? Anyway, I hate the cold. It's raining too. & my window has this amazing ability to allow cold wind from outside to blow in - EVEN when it's shut. IKR? Fantazmal.
- Okay, this point is a little ill-fitting, taken that I'm such a decent girl (ha ha ha), but anyway I've been chewing over the thought that the word Motherfucker could actually come from MotherFather. You know how people just keeping saying a word until it becomes something else. Motherfucker/MotherFather, they sound pretty similar to me. I mean, it doesn't make that much sense to me that a Motherfucker is just someone that fucks (has sex with) your Mum, so does that make your Dad a Motherfucker? I don't know, that I don't get. (& I'm not trying to incorporate vulgarities into this post at all, I don't like that. It's just a thought)
- I really like going to school. I like going to classes. I like seeing my friends. I like seeing the people I see in school. I just don't like school homework. On the other hand, I like sleeping in. I like the idea of being in bed in the morning. I like waking up without an alarm clock. I don't know, it's just all that self-conflicting kinda stuff that people don't actually bother about because of its insignificance.
- Like I've mentioned before, I score at procrastination. It's a disgusting habit I have to deal with sooner or later in my life before it consumes me. My psych IA is due, I only started a few hours ago, & yet I have the guts to come on here at 3am in the morning.. Where's my sense of urgency? I shun you not, come to papa! :(
- Everyone just wants to be happy, you're not the only one.
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