Single or Attached?
Lately I've been going out with friends a lot. And perhaps it's our age, the topic we discuss mostly seems to be surround the whole relationship matter. Even on msn, there are a few people that I chatted with and everytime, we would unsciously turn into this topic. Perhaps this is a sign of getting old... especially how everyone around you has a girlfriend/boyfriend, or are even getting married. Then you realized you aren't in your teens, and you are no long laughing at each other about their mini-crushes of the guys from the class next door.
This got me thinking... well, not that I really think much about it, but when everyone talks about it, your mind just fills up with all these questions. I wonder if I should be actively looking. You know what I mean? Actively meeting up new guys so that I can have a choice. Actively getting to know someone to find Mr. Right. Then I can just be like everyone - attached.
Yet another side of me just wants to be single. Then I can have the freedom. I don't have to worry about if there are girls around my boyfriend, or if my boyfriend will misunderstand me if I chill with other guy friends. Of course, I wouldn't have to get myself into relationship problems, where there will be silent treatments, unnecessary crying, etc..
So in the end, I pick "go with the flow".
On a side note, it's funny sometimes to hear the boys talk about the ideal girl. Wow, they sure have high expectations! Then again, I think I have high expectations in guys too.
EDIT://
I was just listening to an old song... a song that I used to like quite a lot. Now I listen to it, and it's a totally different feeling.
我最初面紅 現在雙眼通紅
再幼稚還是覺得戀愛如夢
我再不面紅 但願不再衝動
愛到入城大也分開 預計之中
然而我越說越激動 這失戀感覺怎形容
初戀難忘 初次心痛
拿著舊日合照 想起我在撒他嬌
我得到的禮物都不算少
仍然無電話 等於告別了嗎
初次感覺到 期待多麼可怕
也許今天以為哭得太少
但始終有日想起也都
有一天會為這首插曲
可笑/微笑
Especially the last phrase... Now thinking about it, it was rather funny.
This got me thinking... well, not that I really think much about it, but when everyone talks about it, your mind just fills up with all these questions. I wonder if I should be actively looking. You know what I mean? Actively meeting up new guys so that I can have a choice. Actively getting to know someone to find Mr. Right. Then I can just be like everyone - attached.
Yet another side of me just wants to be single. Then I can have the freedom. I don't have to worry about if there are girls around my boyfriend, or if my boyfriend will misunderstand me if I chill with other guy friends. Of course, I wouldn't have to get myself into relationship problems, where there will be silent treatments, unnecessary crying, etc..
So in the end, I pick "go with the flow".
On a side note, it's funny sometimes to hear the boys talk about the ideal girl. Wow, they sure have high expectations! Then again, I think I have high expectations in guys too.
EDIT://
I was just listening to an old song... a song that I used to like quite a lot. Now I listen to it, and it's a totally different feeling.
我最初面紅 現在雙眼通紅
再幼稚還是覺得戀愛如夢
我再不面紅 但願不再衝動
愛到入城大也分開 預計之中
然而我越說越激動 這失戀感覺怎形容
初戀難忘 初次心痛
拿著舊日合照 想起我在撒他嬌
我得到的禮物都不算少
仍然無電話 等於告別了嗎
初次感覺到 期待多麼可怕
也許今天以為哭得太少
但始終有日想起也都
有一天會為這首插曲
可笑/微笑
Especially the last phrase... Now thinking about it, it was rather funny.