i miss you
justin's in arizona for a couple days and he only left yesterday and i miss him sooooo much! we spent all last week together, it was amazing. we got a hotel room for the week and went to the beach, and laid in bed together and even just talked. we got so close over the whole week that it really helped our relationship. i never realized how happy i am with him. how safe i feel in his arms...idk like a month ago i thought it was the shittiest relationship but now i realize it was so bad because we werent communicating, its like we were together but we werent. in the whole 5 months we've been together we havent really been communicating like we had last week. i cant wait for him to be back and hold me again. i never thought i could love someone again. im so happy. just thinking about him makes me smile. god im so lame sounding...but i think i deserve to be happy. actually i know i do.