Oct 30, 2012 02:06
Been waking up weird lately, probably something related to my chest problem. Still no clue as to what it is, feel as though I need to vomit when I cough from time to time. Been using small doses of cannabis to relieve the effects, which I may add- work wonders.
Not much to say other than I bought a car I am working on and I happen to be in debt for about 2 grand. Not bad considering most people rack up a shit ton of debt.
I'm not sure which direction my life is going right now, I'm not sure which direction I'm going. My whole family seems upset, about a bunch of little things and of course I don't want to be here anymore. Things are pretty bad lately I suppose, but what is most upsetting seems to be my and my moms health. I'm more worried about her though, she isn't exactly emotionally stable and I know she is putting up a front. There isn't much I can do here until I leave, but I can't leave until I have that car running.
I don't know which way I am going, but wherever I end up may be tied down to the car. Still I have options. I found people who I can move in with.
Not feeling like typing anymore, maybe I'll come back when I have something better to type about.