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"i'm pretty sure you've ruined me for life in terms of relationships. no one else is going to tolerate this bullshit from me, let alone find it endearing. i'll be as stupid with them as i am with you and they'll throw me out in an hour. i don't know what i'd have done if i hadn't met you and if we break up my world will fall apart. and i don't know anything about love, i've never been in love, but i hope i'm not going to look back on my college days twenty years from now and think, 'ah, young love, we were such stupid kids'. i don't know if i love you. i probably do but if i'm not i won't be surprised. i don't know anything, except that i've never felt like this with anyone before. you make me so happy and you're one of my favorite things in the world."