Aug 22, 2008 17:04
I leave tomorrow. I have so much anxiety and adrenaline and fidgety-ness and a;sldkfj-ness.
At times, I'm excited. Other times, all I want to do is crawl into a ball and hide under my bed.
I.
am.
scared.
I'm going to miss my mommy and my puppy and my kitty. :-(
Every time I swallow, that "GULP" sound happens. Like the sound that happens when you swallow when you're really, really scared...how horrible!
I'm getting chills and tingles. I hate this. I really don't want to go.