here's whats up....

Feb 26, 2006 23:00

Here's what's going on in my life right now. no bullshit...no games. im going to be straight with all of you.

I frankly dont like san diego. It's too much like ky beleive it or not. except with a beach. there are hills everywhere and not a fucking goddamn thing to do unless you get wasted everynight. so im moving on to plan two which is go back home for about 5 monthes...save up more money (alot more) then go to nyc for art college. still doing animation.

i've been to nyc before so i know i'll fucking love it there.
if i dont do that....anytime i see nyc on the television i'll fucking regret not going there. and i cannot live my life with another regret. im sure that in the future i'll be moving back to cali cause it's where all the animation happens...which is fine with me.
but for now i want to go to nyc instead.

problem: my uncle and aunt (helping me financially) dont beleive it's a good idea for me because animation is a westcoast job....not an eastcoast. first of all...if that were the case, why would an eastcoast college provide an animation major? regardless....i plan on getting an animation job in cali anywyas..i just chose not to go to college there.

i need city and alot of people. i fucking love that. new york was my choice at first. i made a mistake at leaving for cali so fast. i should have sat down and thought about the two. if i had of, i think i'd have went to nyc like i want to do now.

NOTHING is changing my mind other than myself. i simply dont like it here and know i'll like it in nyc. im taking a trip there at the end of march just to make sure....when i come back here chances are im going to get a flight back to ky and start saving up for another 4-5 monthes again. which im completely ok with.

this time i wont just up and leave w/out saying goodbye.
that's the last regret i'm making for a while.
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