13 fuck post
why do i do this, every fucking time its the same shit i do to myself i am so fucking bad with money its fucking rediculus i have a full time job and am broke WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! is it so hard to get throuhg my thick skull that i need to start saveing to ever get out of the house and on with my life how could i ever expect to live on my own and pay bills when i cant even pay the meger bills i have now!!! this is stupid im pissed FUCKING PISSED i wanna brake something destroy something cuase myself pain in some way and feel productive at the same time. This the same fucking thing i do to myself everytime ive been doing this to myself all my fucking life and yet here i am still fucking doing it WHY!!! i have no fucking clue im such a fucking retard when it comes to money FUCK!!!! now i have to ask my mom for some again just proveing to her that im inept at takeing care of myself and i will here that same dissapointed tone in her voice FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!! im out