the weekend and my meltdown are drawing closer
i cant wait for this weekend....no seriously i cant wait it feels like my head is going to pop. Two many things are up in the air for me to deal with all waiting and suspended untill thursday when i get paid and can breath again. i hate this i always do this to myself i spend my money frivalesly (i know i murdered that word) and end up sweeting bullets to get things done. i alsways do it and i always end up saying the same shit im saying now, but oh well life goes on right :D and things will sort themselves out in time and things will be ok i know this for i have learned this lesson time and time again yet i cant help but feel the stress of uncertainty. i cant wait for stompin and to see all my friends :D :D :D i love you all <3 anywho im going to bed now cuase im really tired and the tv's broken so catch ya all later :) OH! and i have my cell phone back now so for those who have tried to call me and never got me sorry :( it broke but its back now:) but i have no ones number so if i had your number assume i dont anymore unless you have already talked to me in the last week then i have it again :) ok night :) :) :)