Fear of Rejection or Rejection of Fear?

[00ct_hewitt_00]

Yo I've been wondering somethings for like awhile now lol.

A lot of people always tell me "hey man you can't fear rejection". But see I grew up in a different way. My parents didn't really come through for me the same as some others. I kinda wish they would have but they didnt.....

So I grew up differently and so now I'm 19 with no good grasp on how to handle people. Like how do I just say hi to someone? Or how to act around people?

I'm always worried about how people are going to look at me, if they will like me, will they date me, will they want to hang out with me..??

This crap has always bugged me. And because of my childhood I have always feared rejection cause it does actually kinda hurt no matter how much you say "oh I don't care anyway". But it does hurt somewhere in your heart. And I've had to deal with that a lot.

But now I'm kinda just sick of being afraid of that. It's either going to happen or its not. Maybe people will actually like me for who I am.

So I'm gonna reject fear. : )

Anyone think thats a good idea? HUH!!!!???? LOL

WELL EITHER WAY ITS WHAT IM DOING!!!

SO BE AFRAID!!!! CAUSE NOW IM NOT >:)

~Clint