not normal?
a girl needs her best friends around for these things, but mine are all spread out around new england. boo. so i really like this boy but he has no idea. to my knowledge anyways. sometimes i catch myself doing things and i step back and am like , Erica you are seriously a crazy person. get help. like today i sat at my desk for six hours trying to compile the perfect list and order of songs for a mix cd i want to make you. actually thinking that one mis interpretation of a song or a melody could cause you to be uninterested or bored with me. like really erica? get a grip. or just keep being a neurotic crazy person. or keep refering to yourself in third person in your live journal. excellent.