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Fuck Fuck Fuck ^-^
Fuck?
Fuck Fuck
Ive always wondered what its like to cut your tongue...hmmmm
lol
now heres the cool part
none of you will ever know why, because sarah told me she doesnt want me to tell her anything anymore ^-^
of course one person knows and Im sure it will spread soon enough so why bother to keep it a secret huh
you know, its easy with knives and blades because there already sharpened, but wit scissors you have to commit by pushing hard.
omg you may be thinking is he going to hurt himself
no...Im not
I did, last night talking on the phone
hmmm
right there so close I was in pain huh, I caused the physical side and you the emotional side
which is worse *shrugs* well Ill give you a hint...my cuts have healed yet I still feel like shit
damn and i always thought I was immune to this
well guess what from now on its all bottled up inside of me and i refuse to share any emotion with anyone ever even if it is my "friends" blehhhh
the most hurtful thing in the world, and you told me it....3 times
once was bad enough but 3 times wow
maybe its just cause you dont really stop to think what your saying like
I love you sure but theres this other guy well we've been friends for a long time and uh well hes first in my book but dont worry...your second. whats wrong with second?
maybe if i didnt care so much about what you thought of me this wouldnt matter, but thats all i do care about is how I look to you and what you think of me. Because love is nothing without the person you love right.
Me and Ice Cold were fucking best friends and Ive fucking fought with him over and over again concerning you so if you think for a second that I dont care about you your wrong. Its because I care for you way too fuckin much that I feel like this.
anyway I better not make this too long I know how most ppl are and reading these things
~Strider
Fuck?
Fuck Fuck
Ive always wondered what its like to cut your tongue...hmmmm
lol
now heres the cool part
none of you will ever know why, because sarah told me she doesnt want me to tell her anything anymore ^-^
of course one person knows and Im sure it will spread soon enough so why bother to keep it a secret huh
you know, its easy with knives and blades because there already sharpened, but wit scissors you have to commit by pushing hard.
omg you may be thinking is he going to hurt himself
no...Im not
I did, last night talking on the phone
hmmm
right there so close I was in pain huh, I caused the physical side and you the emotional side
which is worse *shrugs* well Ill give you a hint...my cuts have healed yet I still feel like shit
damn and i always thought I was immune to this
well guess what from now on its all bottled up inside of me and i refuse to share any emotion with anyone ever even if it is my "friends" blehhhh
the most hurtful thing in the world, and you told me it....3 times
once was bad enough but 3 times wow
maybe its just cause you dont really stop to think what your saying like
I love you sure but theres this other guy well we've been friends for a long time and uh well hes first in my book but dont worry...your second. whats wrong with second?
maybe if i didnt care so much about what you thought of me this wouldnt matter, but thats all i do care about is how I look to you and what you think of me. Because love is nothing without the person you love right.
Me and Ice Cold were fucking best friends and Ive fucking fought with him over and over again concerning you so if you think for a second that I dont care about you your wrong. Its because I care for you way too fuckin much that I feel like this.
anyway I better not make this too long I know how most ppl are and reading these things
~Strider